|Wednesday, December 7th, 2005|
My paper is almost done!! Wohoo!!
|Monday, December 5th, 2005|
I hate this semester and I will be so freakin glad when it's over. Right now, I really hate everything. I can't even look at Brian without getting mad. He is probably the rudest most inconsiderate person I have ever met. What an ass! I cannot believe he thought it would be okay to play beer pong on my brand new kitchen table, especially after all that has happened in the last three days. Honestly, something has got to be wrong with him because he does no think, ever! And I swear if that girl is back in my house tonight I am seriously going to pick her up and throw her out of my house. I have this huge paper due and no one has any respect for anyone besides themselves and what's going on in their own world. I am completely sick of their self-centered attitudes and if something doesn't change soon they can find a new way to pay their bills cause I refuse to help them and take all their shit!!!
|Wednesday, November 30th, 2005|
I hate english!!! This research paper is kicking my butt. I am constantly working on it and I have the research but unfortunately I've picked a topic that hits close to home and it's too late to change my topic. I've genuinely learned so much and in a way I wish I didn't know what I've found out. I'm trying to write an A worthy paper and deal with all these things that the paper has brought to my attention and it's hard and getting harder every day. I hope I can get through it with a good grade and still maintain the same strength I had before.
|Monday, November 28th, 2005|
I had an awesome Thanksgiving! Being with my family is always fun but this year it just seemed better. Helping my mom cook was really special too. This year I contributed a little more and it made me feel like a woman of the family, which is something I've wanted since I was a little girl. It made me stop and look around and I was really excited to have a family one day and get to share all of the traditions my mom passed to me that her mother passed to her. I mean I don't want that all right now but when I'm ready I know it will be a great experience. Current Mood: cheerful
|Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005|
Tomorrow is mommy - daughter cooking day! I'm so excited! Me and my mom do it every year on the day before Thanksgiving. We get up at 6:00 am and go to the grocery store and spend like $400 on all of the food for the next day. When we're done we go home and start cooking. We cook all day long. We each have our special dishes that we cook. I have the seven layer salad, sweet potatoes and the apple pie. I wait for it every year. It's cool to be able to spend that time together. Especially now that I'm in college we never get to see eachother and I miss her so much. I can't wait until tomorrow! Current Mood: thankful
|Sunday, November 20th, 2005|
I have a paper on Filibusters of judicial nominees and I really have no idea what it all means. I have read the overview in my government book and still have no idea what to write about. I'm supposed to pick the side of the debate i agree with but it is impossible seeing as how I don't know what the hell is going on. I've been at it for like three hours now and only have notes not even typed, just scribble on a piece of notebook paper. I'm so screwed. The paper is for extra credit so I don't really have to do it but it would really help my grade and I really need that. So I guess I do have to do it. I just wish I knew what I was doing!
|Friday, November 18th, 2005|
I didn't really get to say everything I'm thankful for in the post so...I'm thankful for: My family, I love them all so much*Brian, he is the absolute best boyfriend and friend in the world*My friends, I don't get to see them as much as I would like but they are so awesome and I really miss them*My puppies Sophie Higgins and Delilah, they are so much fun and def a part of my family*Word searches, they keep me occupied when there is nothing to do*Girls, I love that show and I hope I'm just like them one day*Tyra, def my role model(too bad I'm not that tall)*Dr. Pepper, I have to have one every single morning*Harry Potter, It allows me to escape reality*My computer, all that it allows me to do makes my life so much easier*Hello Kitty, I am obsessed*Socks, not only do they keep my feet warm but they are so pretty*My car, it's a little under the weather but it gets me where I need to go*Music, when I can just chill*Traveling, I have been almost everywhere and can't wait to go again*All my blessings, God has been very good to me and I so thankful for it all!! Current Mood: content
|Tuesday, November 15th, 2005|
I had a really bad dream last night hat my mom died. Me and my mom are really close and one of my biggest fears is that she is going to die before I'm ready. We are really close and do everything together. We shop, cook and even crochet together. We are tight to say the least. Well anyway when I wake up I'm really out of it and it takes me a minute to wake up. SO when I woke up I started freaking out until I realized what the hell was going on. It sucked!
|Monday, November 14th, 2005|
I have this paper on super powers due today and it's only one page long but it's almost harder to write so little compared to so much. I have been working on this little one page for a week now and it still isn't finished because I just can't get all my thoughts together. It just sounds like a debate that is lasting too long. I need a good grade on this but I'm really not expecting one because of the rambling I've written. Ahh, I hope it turns out good! Current Mood: anxious
|Sunday, November 13th, 2005|
In high school I was a pretty ideal student. I always had my work in on time, made decent grades and kinda liked going to school. Wow have things changed. I am not motivated at all. You would think losing hope would be enough but it's not. English is going okay. It's gov I'm a little worried about. I think if I can just bust my ass I might be all right. I wish there was some sort of time management website were you could type in all the things on your plate and it gave you a nice little schedule and encouraging words to help you get through it. This does not exist. I quit my job, which sucks, but I really am trying. School needs to come first. That sounds really cheesy but it's true I guess. I have a research paper due as my final exam in English and that is pretty soon so I need to get on the ball with that. Like today! Current Mood: stressed
|Monday, October 31st, 2005|
My current major is marketing but the more I find out what it is really all about The more I know it's not for me. I just don't find any of that stuff appealing as I once did. So now I'm in the business for finding a new major. I have thought about everything from education to medicine. I know that whatever I choose I will enjoy but I have this fear of regret. I'm afraid that I will get into a career and wish I would have chosen something else. I also think that if I did something like education then I would be setting my sights too low and if I chose medicine they would be too high. I'm kinda damned if I do and damned if I don't. I might just pick something so random and go with it. Current Mood: groggy
|Wednesday, October 5th, 2005|
|Home sweet home
I'm all moved in and I love it! I don't have a single piece of furniture, except for my bed, no t.v. and I couldn't be happier. All I do is word searches. They're great. My mom bought me groceries so I don't starve. Lots of tomatoes, she's big on veggies. Current Mood: mellow
|Wednesday, September 28th, 2005|
|That's my life
So I get to spend all weekend moving. It's a really long and embarrassing story but it comes down to I'm really poor right now and really can't afford to move again with all the new deposits and everything, but...I don't have a choice. Moving is quite possibly the worst way in the world to spend a weekend, or any time at all for that matter. I have no boxes, no way to get all my stuff transfered to my new place and I have so much stuff to do for school right now. I need a better job and some time to get away and get caught up. All together it's impossible. Current Mood: distressed
|Wednesday, September 21st, 2005|
This is a term that describes those days that are good and bad. The days that are just blah. Today is one of those days. I am a little stressed out about an english paper and I really don't know how to deal with it. It won't stop staring at me. The paper is written but I'm really critical about my work and I hate that way the whole thing sounds. I turn it in today, thank God, so I can just quit worrying about it. I have seriously written the whole thing over at least 5 times. I can't handle it. There was major drama today (which I hate)but I was really proud of Ashley for standing up for herself. I taught her well. ;) Current Mood: blah
|Sunday, September 11th, 2005|
SO I left my phone at the Chili's in Buford on Friday and I def have ti go get it today. I'm really excited considering gas prices and all. I just have to stay clear of the mall cause I can't spend any more money, for sure. Damn, this sucks. Current Mood: grumpy
|Thursday, September 8th, 2005|
SO I have been on this state wide search for the perfect silver shoe to wear to a wedding Saturday and it is proving impossible! There are tons of cute shoes out there but either the heel is too tall the straps hit my feet in the wrong places or the shade of the silver doesn't match the dress. It has been truly exhausting. Current Mood: frustrated
|Tuesday, September 6th, 2005|
If wasn't sunny and the lake wasn't calling me I could probably get that music appreciation done... Current Mood: lazy